Family Gathering

Lama betul kami tak berkumpul ramai-ramai..seronok..this time kami decide nak buat gathering di rumah Angah di Felda Pasoh2.  Angah baru pindah ke Pasoh. Along pun belum pernah sampai rumah Angah..Kami janji konvoi dengan Along dan janji jumpa di tol LEKAS.  First time pergi rumah Angah, kami lalu Seremban, lalu Kuala Pilah, Bukit Putus etc..This time kami lalu LEKAS, skip Seremban, lalu Kuala Klawang..memang jalan berliku tapi luas..

Aktiviti malam..makan2 dan the girls buat popiah dengan busunya..

22nd January 2012

Next day kami ke waterfall..lupa pulak nama waterfall ni tapi located di Jalan Kuala Klawang..I can see they really enjoy it..balik dari waterfall kami singgah di pekan Kuala Klawang untuk makan2..

23rd January 2012

Pagi ni all the boys pergi main futsal..then Abang Ngah bawa kami melawat kilang sawit...bersungguh-sungguh dia explain satu-satu..tak tahu lah macam mana Abang Ngah kerja di kilang all this while..dengan bau sawit, bunyi machine yang kuat..adoiii..tapi bukan senang dapat melawat kilang ni..tapi kaum wanita dan kanak2 tidak dibenarkan masuk ke dalam kilang..so, tinggal di luar lah kami..

Lepas lunch, kami mula beransur pulang..Along nak lalu Kuala Pilah sebab nak tengok sekolah lama.  Kami balik lalu Kuala Klawang..

Ramadhan akan pergi ..

Hari ni hari ke 26Ramadhan..sekejap je masa berlalu..Semoga Allah panjangkan umur supaya dapat bertemu Ramadhan akan datang..tahun ni saya lebih banyak bertarawih di rumah sebab temankan adik study untuk Trial PMR..Alhamdulillah tahun ni dapat khatam Quran lebih awal dari biasa..Semoga amalan diterima Allah swt dan diperbaiki from time to time

Di office ni dah berkumandang lagu raya....sigh...ingat kat mak dan abah..tak sabar nak berkumpul semua..Eda sms inform tahun ni abah nak jemput orang takbir di rumah..hmm..best jugak tu..tak pernah buat macam tu

Gambar di bawah diambil pada Raya tahun lepas di Batu Pahat. Tahun ni kami beraya di Melaka..Raya kedua baru ke Batu Pahat..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri.. Maaf Zahir Batin

Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan Gemilang Emas 2011 SMKS7

28th April 2012


Majlis ini amat bermakna buat kami sekeluarga.  Semua anak-anak dapat anugerah..Alhamdulillah


Abang terima anugerah Pelajar Terbaik Aliran Sains Tulen SPM 2011..Me and husband pun dijemput naik ke pentas..nasib baik dapat menahan air mata dari mengalir keluar..so unexpected..Mak pun dapat bunga :)

 Abang terima anugerah 'Straight A's dan Pelajar Terbaik bagi subject Fizik

 Kakak terima anugerah 8A untuk PMR 2011

 Adik terima anugerah no 2 dalam kelas..

Alhamdulillah syukur atas rezeki yang Allah kurniakan kepada kami..mudah-mudahan anak2 kami menjadi anak2 yang soleh & solehah dan menjadi insan yang cemerlang dunia & akhirat

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Majlis Pelancaran Program Gerak Gemilang SPM 2013 MRSM JB

Actually I have lots of events to share in my blog..purpose of this blog is for our future reference..maklumlah macam-macam perkara berlaku..tak mampu nak ingat semua..dengan adanya blog ni, kami sekeluarga boleh lah baca semula bila2 masa kami suka

This time nak share event terbaru..hari Anugerah MRSM JB dan Pelancaran Program Gerak Gemilang SPM 2013..Event tersebut adalah pada 19July 2012..hari yang sama kakak boleh balik bermalam. Kakak dah bayar duit untuk naik bas pulang ke Shah Alam..bila kami terima surat yang kakak akan terima Anugerah Pengetua dan subjek terbaik untuk Maths dan Add Maths, we believe we need to be there to watch kakak receiving the awards..she has worked hard..

Bertolak ke JB jam 3.30 pagi, singgah lelap mata sekejap di RnR Machap dan solat subuh. Sampai Masai jam 7.15 pagi..Had our breakfast around Seri Alam area..dan terus ke maktab.

Memandangkan masih awal, ayah sempat lelapkan mata dalam kereta dulu.

She received Anugerah Penghormatan Pengetua and best in subject  for Maths & Add Maths..We surely proud of you kakak..keep up the excellent achievement and improve more for better result

Nama kakak No 8

Selesai majlis, kami ke hostel untuk ambil barang2 kakak dan bertolak terus ke Shah Alam.  Singgah Seremban dulu untuk jemput Abang..

Surau MRSM JB

MRSM JB is a new MRSM..just start operate on 26MArch 2012.  Kakak's batch is the pioneer batch form 4 and a form 1 batch.  Advantagenya, no senior and everything is brand new.  Diadvantage, hmm its gonna be a long list..they started ate than the other MRSM. Text book tak ada, library and computer lab kosong, no TV, no coop, office pun tak ada kerusi meja etc etc..but on the day I write this entry, actually students dah dapat buku teks, library dah ada buku..kakak inform nampak kotak-kotak MPH..alhamdulillah buku2 rujukan dah ada..computer pun dah ada..

On the day kami hantar kakak for registration which is a week later than the other students (sebab kakak kes tukar MRSM), tempat wajib lawat ialah surau.  Of course la sebab nak solat..Surau luas, bersih, cantik ..maklumla surau baru..  Macam ni rupa surau pada hari pertama kami jejakkan kaki..kosong dan lapang..

Dan ini gambar terbaru yang diambil pada 21Julai 2012..dah banyak perubahan..alhamdulillah

Dah ada carpet, pengadang untuk asingkan pelajar lelaki dan perempuan, almari, rak dan lain-lain..selain dari classroom, pelajar banyak spend masa di surau coz wajib jemaah setiap waktu, zikir dan hafazan antara maghrib dan isya'..alhamdulillah

Kolej Mara Seremban vs UiTM Puncak Alam

Alhamdulillah..akhirnya Abang dapat tawaran A level di Kolej Mara Seremban untuk ke Australia/New Zealand..first choice Abang actually KYUEM untuk ke UK..tapi tak ada rezeki Abang..tempat terhad, saingan ramai..whatever it is, syukur alhamdulillah..KMS is his second choice

Kami dapat tahu result appeal pada petang 2 Julai..inform Abang dulu.  Abang dah register Asasi Kejuruteraan UiTM Puncak Alam 2Jun..we have one day to get things in order..

3 July, Abang uruskan documents untuk keluar dari UiTM..kami datang jemput Abang lepas zohor. Urusan documents Abang masih belum selesai.  Sementara menunggu, kami selesaikan urusan angkut barang2 Abang di hostel..personally I believe UiTM Puncak Alam is a good place to study, Abang pun actually dah boleh sesuaikan diri.  Tapi memandangkan Abang bercita-cita untuk study abroad, kami support Abang.  Hopefully ini adalah keputusan terbaik yang Allah telah lorongkan untuk kami.

Selesai urusan load barang2 Abang ke kereta, kami hantar Abang ke pejabat untuk selesaikan urusan.  Alhamdulillah, urusan selesai dan kami pulang ke rumah

Pendaftaran di KMS jam 8.30 pagi 4 July..I have few hours to get things in order and load barang2 Abang dalam kereta semula pada malam ni juga.  Yuli selesaikan urusan kain baju kotor dan siapkan iron..while I do the packing and siapkan documents and load barang2 dalam kereta..yang mudahnya hanya pindahkan baju2 yang sudah digosok terus dari Prius ke Estima..

Esoknya, selepas subuh kami bertolak ke Seremban..down to memory lane..KMS is actually my old school..formerly known as MRSM Seremban. They have convert it to Kolej Mara Seremban few years after I left..just had our reunion here last year.  Kami singgah berakfast di food court nearby KMS.  Cikgu Juriah dah call asking whether I have arrived.

Lepas parking kereta di hostel area, kami menapak ke bangunan akademik..kami biarkan Abang uruskan sendiri pendaftaran, while I enjoy walking around and chit chat with Cikgu Juriah..

Selesai registration, then ke hostel untuk kemaskan barang2.  Abang duduk sebilik bertiga. Ok laa..UiTM Puncak Alam lebih cantik dan selesa..what do you expect from an old school dari zaman mama now inherit ke anak pulak..lucky they just did some upgradings..toilet dah tukar tile baru..one good thing, they can send baju to laundry..each students were given a basket..their clothes will be washed separately..and kalau malas nak jemur, kena bayar extra for drier..masa di Puncak Alam, every week abang balik, laundry di rumah. Now Abang kena iron baju sendiri..

Settle di hostel, kena dengar briefing from the Director then mesyuarat muafakat..Bila kami free, Abang pulak ada taklimat..while waiting, kami keluar untuk carikan barang2 ie selipar toilet, iron, nail clipper, mineral water etc..masuk waktu Asar, Abang selesai taklimat dan kami pun bersalam2 dan berpeluk2 dengan Abang.  Kami pun bertolak balik ke Shah Alam..

Terasa ringan kepala bila Abang dah dapat tawaran A level..alhamdulillah..semoga Allah permudahkan untuk Abang..

registration on going (photo courtesy of KMS website)

MRSM Johor Bahru

Kakak memang berangan-angan nak masuk MRSM macam Mama..

Kakak ambil exam UKKM di Kolej Mara Banting..bila result MRSM keluar, kakak not listed (as expected)..Kawan baik kakak, Amira dapat tawaran ke MRSM Jasin dan Anis ke MRSM Pengkalan Chepa..Mama tahu kakak frust..Mama akan usahakan untuk pastikan kakak dapat masuk MRSM..

First kami buat rayuan online, then saya karang surat rayuan yang berjela-jela, hantar sendiri by hand ke pejabat MARA dan ANSARA..

22Februari 2012 - kakak dapat tawaran ke MRSM Kubang Pasu..kakak insist nak pergi tapi kami berat hati sebab distance and different week end

23Februari 2012 - kami ke pejabat MARA sekali lagi dengan surat rayuan mohon tukar MRSM..alhamdulillah rezeki kami dapat jumpa Pengarah sendiri..kami dijanjikan MRSM Johor Bahru yang baru (akan buka)..tarikh register 26Mac 2012..kami agree

Minggu demi minggu kami tunggu, followed by phone calls..memang stress ..

21 Mac 2012 - kami dimaklumkan nama kakak tidak tersenarai dalam list student MRSM JB..kakak dah menangis bagai nak rak..phone calls after phone calls..

Kami dijanjikan untuk bawa kakak register pada 28 Mac 2012..saya ambil cuti 27 dan 28 Mac. Tapi on 27th, we were informed that MRSM JB ask us to come on 2nd April..but still no letter..saya cancel cuti 28hb..27hb cuti habis sia-sia..

alhamdulillah my ex teacher membantu..28 Mac, kami di arahkan untuk datang ambil surat di pejabat MARA. Kakak dapat surat pertukaran MRSM dan diarahkan lapur diri pada 2April..saya rasa benda ni simple..but some how, ia jadi amat susah pada sesetengah pihak

Once dapat surat, persiapan untuk kakak actively done. Actually kami dah siap dengan medical check up selepas dapat surat tawaran Kubang Pasu, uniform dah beli..but still kelamkabut nak siapkan barang-barang keperluan..mana taknya, kami busy dengan follow up with MARA, and tak sampai hati nak kemas barang selagi tak dapat surat

1April kami bertolak ke Masai..MRSM JB terletak dibandar Seri Alam..tak tahu kenapa diberi nama MRSM Johor Bahru sebab sebelum ni saya dimaklumkan nama MRSM Pasir Gudang..

2 April 2012 - Kami bawa kakak lapur diri..yang peliknya MRSM JB tak terima surat kakak dari MARA HQ..hari tersebut pelajar2 Form 1 lebih ramai lapur diri..Form 4 hanya 2 orang..Kakak miss Minggu Silaturrahim

Alhamdulillah semuanya sudah selesai, kakak happy walaupun MRSM JB masih banyak kekurangan, maklumla sekolah baru..kami terima kekurangan tersebut dan cuba bantu kakak yang terdaya..sehingga hari ini, dah 3 bungkusan poslaju saya terpaksa hantar sebab masih banyak lagi barang yang kakak perlukan terutama buku..

Mama wish Kakak all the best..semoga Allah melindungi Kakak yang jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati..

Kakak happy officially jadi pelajar MRSM..

Alhamdulillah....

Lots of things to share..tapi lately (bukan seminggu dua..dah lebih setahun)..tidak bersemangat untuk update blog..tujuan asal ada blog ni is to have something sweet untuk dikenang semula..true..kalau saya baca semula entry lama-lama be it cerita pasal holiday, pasal kucing..I will smile..

This entry is mainly untuk merakamkan rasa syukur saya kepada Allah swt kerana telah mengurniakan rezeki yang tidak ternilai..kejayaan anak-anak dalam exam besar secondary school..some people said..excellent in PMR not necessary will excel in SPM..excellent in SPM will not guarantee a successful life in future..to me, yang penting kita berusaha, pastikan buat yang terbaik..berdoa kepada Yang Maha Esa..selebihnya kita bertawakal kerana Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk kita

Tahun 2011 adalah tahun yang cukup stress..kakak akan menghadapi PMR dan Abang dengan SPMnya..early of the year kami dikejutkan dengan kakak di diagnose to have Ulcerative collitis..Abang with his allergy reaction dan eczema yang sangat obvious. As per Abang's remark..kenapa Abang ni selsema sepanjang tahun..Kalau lah Mama boleh transferkan sakit Abang tu kepada Mama..biarlah Mama yang tanggung

Kalau lah anak-anak tahu, biarlah Mama yang sakit..jangan anak-anak. Kesihatan adalah kurniaan Allah..mesti ada hikmah disebaliknya

Alhamdulillah, after going thru treatment and medication, kakak is getting much better..still taking medication..

Alhamdulillah, Kakak dapat 8A dalam peperiksaan PMR..

Abang pula down with fever masa trial SPM..mungkin kurang rehat sebab trial betul2 lepas cuti Raya Puasa. Walaupun kami dah balik ke Shah Alam lebih awal, still did not help him much..Second week of the exam, Abang complain sakit kepala dan sakit-sakit sendi. Minggu tu Abang exam Agama dan Add Maths..and the next week all the 3 science subject..After 3 days, demam Abang masih belum kurang, Ayah took him to clinic and blood test was done..platelet Abang rendah..so everyday kena ambil darah..kesian anak Mama..banyak dugaan ..until towards the end of trial SPM, Abang still kena ambil darah..Alhamdulillah dah ok..Dr suspect Denggi apa lagi tinggal di Seksyen 7 yang memang popular dengan Denggi..once Dr started to monitor, kami pastikan Abang minum air zam zam, jus kurma, air 100 plus etc..

Lepas trial SPM, I request for refer letter to specialist..kesian Abang..eczema getting worse..allergy test was done, identified what are the things he is allergy the most..Abang kena ambil banyak ubat untuk treat allergy dan eczema..He still having it but his condition is much better now..the treatment still ongoing

Debaran SPM lebih kuat dari PMR..to ensure Abang tidak letih, saya sanggup meletihkan diri ulang alik untuk jemput Abang pergi balik sekolah every day..

Malam result SPM bakal di announce both me and hubby cannot sleep..

Alhamdulillah Abang berjaya dapat 7A+ dan 2A..

Tahniah kepada Abang dan Kakak..tentunya Mama dan Ayah bangga dengan pencapaian anak-anak Mama

Tahun ni turn Adik sitting for PMR..semoga Adik dapat memberikan yang terbaik..Mama dan Ayah always pray for you dear

Kakak receiving her PMR result..

Hari result SPM di umumkan..sayang Ayah not able to share the joy..

Catatan perjalanan - Umrah 2011 - Part 1

Dah setahun berlalu sebenarnya..hajat kami untuk menunaikan umrah bersama-sama anak2 dimakbulkan oleh Allah swt..rupa2nya bukan mudah nak bawa anak2 walaupun sudah remaja..tambah pula ada lagi yang ikut bersama. Kami sekeluarga bersama mak mertua, mak sendiri dan sepatutnya kakak ipar dan suami..


Saya rasa dugaan kami begitu banyak..bermula dengan rasa was-was saya dengan agen kami. Saya dapat rasakan sesuatu yang tidak kena dengan hamba Allah ni. Memang betul, sebahagian duit kami tidak disampaikan kepada syarikat yang menguruskan perjalanan umrah kami. Kami terkilan kerana pihak syarikat tidak maklumkan kepada kami. Bukan itu saja, malah kos kami lebih mahal dari jemaah lain..tapi yang ini kami redha. Memang dah bahagian kami. Kemudian kak ipar dan suami batalkan pemergian selepas bayaran 100% dibuat. Satu lagi masalah pada kami untuk menuntut semula wang yang sudah di bayar disebabkan pembatalan di buat kurang dari 14 hari. Kepala saya serabut, hampir bergaduh dengan suami disebabkan perkara ini. Saya tak boleh nak fokus dengan kerja, ibadat dan apa sahaja yang saya buat. Selepas solat taubat, solat hajat, memohon kepada Allah , alhamdulillah ringan kepala..


Perjalanan kami juga banyak dugaan. Syarikat janji direct flight MAS, then Emirate, kemudian tukar Brunei Air, selepas bayaran 100% dibuat, tarikh bertukar, flight bertukar ke Sri Langka Air dan Saudi Air, dan worse kami kena transit di Colombo satu malam dan transit Riyadh. Janji transit Riyadh tak tukar flight, rupa-rupanya kami kena turun flight, go thru imigresyen, collect luggage dan check in semula. Kami rugi 2 hari untuk perjalanan pergi dan 2 hari perjalanan balik. Kami hanya dapat spend less than 2 days di Madinah.


Di Madinah, bilik jadi berterabur. Alhamdulillah dapat selesai melalui persetujuan sesama jemaah. Jarak hotel agak jauh dari masjid. Hotel di Mekah pula, lain hotel yang dijanjikan, lain hotel yang kami dapat. Kami terkilan sebab perjalanan yang mengambil masa lama, bertukar 3 flight dan hotel yang jauh sebab kami bawa 2 orang tua. Hotel di Mekah juga agak kelamkabut. Bilik kami jauh2, different floor..

Kami terkilan, tak ada rezeki anak2 untuk masuk Muzium Haramain, katanya tutup..tak tahu la..kami syak syarikat tidak uruskan permohonan kebenaran..

Perjalanan balik kami pun sama, dari Jeddah ke Riyadh..kelamkabut sebab masa yang singkat untuk tukar flight. Oleh kerana saya terpaksa temankan mak yang sangat slow pergerakan, 2 orang anak perempuan saya terpisah di kaunter imigresyen. Bila kami dah masuk dalam kapalterbang, 2 anak saya masih tertinggal. Dengan pramugari Saudi Air yang kasar dan sombong..Allah sahaja yang tahu..


Tiba di Colombo, kami tidak dibenarkan simpan luggage dan air zam2 di airport. Kami kena angkut semua naik bas dan bawa ke hotel tempat kami transit. Salah seorang jemaah call syarikat di Malaysia dan tak tahu la apa yang di cakapkam. Esok kena angkut semula ke airport. Pemandu bas marah sebab barang banyak dan berat, bawa bas 20km sejam..Mujur tak ada berlaku pergaduhan dengan jemaah. Urusan di airport juga jadi lambat. Last minute, baru pihak airport setuju buka kaunter khas untuk kami.


Kalau orang tanya saya, saya tak recommend sesiapa pun guna syarikat ini. Jauh benar service berbanding dengan Rayhar.

World of Kittens - Pretty Kiki

Previous entry was about Harry..Harry is the type that just walk around and lepak (since he was neutered. Kiki is an opposite of character..she is just like a kepoh cat aka personal assistant. She can follow my step everywhere I go and stay at my feet if I stop walking, sit down or lie down. Because of her kepoh ness, I felt very empty if she is not around (being caged).

Isn't she pretty?

World of Kittens - Sexy Harry

Lama dah tak cerita hal kucing2 kami..they have really grown up..dah 3 tahun..of all, Harry is the youngest but he is the biggest and heaviest...and most sexy style..hi hi

Sexy kan??

Andai itu takdirnya - Part 4

22nd January 2011

Another appointment with prof Lee. We were expecting good news from CT Scan and blood test. Prof Lee informed us that the result is in line with biopsy result..and her blood test shows that her hb is still low(below 10). Prof Lee also has reviewed the video and confirmed that it is crohn disease. He also asked us to get the slides from DEMC for second review at UMSC.

He has to start medication for Kakak. Kakak will be given high dose of prednisolone, mesalazine and supp for her low hb. He advised us to maintain a file for Kakak's medical report. Kakak is very disciplined with her medication which I will not have to worry and remind her every day. Kakak is very curious on what she has been prescribed and did some search on the drugs. She is full aware of the side effects and had prepared herself . She is a strong girl..

We have passed the slides to Prof Lee for second review and the result confirmed that it is Ulcerative Collitis not Crohn. However, according to Prof Lee, kakak still has to go thru the same medication. If it is crohn, then he has to add another medicine.

We informed Prof Lee that we are going to perform umrah in March. He advised us not to take kakak for umrah as she is on high dose of steroid and her immune system is low. Exposing her to crowds might expose her to virus and gems. After having some taughts, doa after doa and advise from friends, we decided to take her for umrah. If she cannot go, then all of us will not go.
Afterall, we are going to Rumah Allah..Insyaallah, Allah akan melindungi kami terutama kakak.

Kakak was on her last 2 weeks of prednisolone intake during our umrah. Alhamdulillah she was alright and only got some light flu few days before we came back to Malaysia.

Kakak went thru her second round of scope in June at UMSC. Alhamdulillah the result shows that all the inflammation are gone but the biopsy still shows that the 'thing' is still there. Prof Lee advise us to continue her medication for at least 4-5years. This is to prevent from recurrance. If she got another attack, means kakak has to go thru the same round of medication again (high dose steroid). Prof Lee actually was so amazed on her progress which he said that this is the first time he had a patient that can recover so fast. Praised to Allah..Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah..Allah has granted our doa..

Now we have to keep up our schedule with Ayah's and Kakak's follow up appointment.

Andai itu takdirnya - Part 3

Alhamdulillah Ayah dah recover, walau pun not 100% tapi sudah cukup menggembirakan kami. Life back to normal..sesekali family outing, ke pasar bersama, balik kampung.. Kami bercadang menunaikan umrah bulan December 2010 bersama anak-anak.


Kita hanya mampu merancang. Visa ziarah tidak dikeluarkan untuk bulan december 2010. Plan bertukar..kami ke Singapore bersama Kak Ani. Oleh kerana kami tak jadi menunaikan umrah, kami plan untuk buat renovation rumah.


Back from Singapore, kakak diserang diarrhoea (cirit birit). At first kami ingatkan biasa je sebab kakak memang ada acute gastrik dan memilih makan pulak tu. Maybe sebab kami travel dan waktu makan tak menentu yang buat kakak macam tu.


30/12/2010



Ayah bawa kakak ke klinik, Dr bagi ubat angin.


31/12/2010



Diarrhoea kakak is getting worse sampai kakak dah tak boleh jalan. Selepas solat Jumaat, kami bawa kakak ke E&A DEMC. Dr check, kakak ada demam, Procedure pada masa itu, kalau demam, kena buat blood test. Result blood test kakak memeranjatkan kami. Hemoglobin (Hb) kakak low...7.2. Normal should be 12 - 16. Dr admitkan kakak for further examination. Masa ni baru ingat, patut lah kakak selalu complain cepat penat..sigh!!


Kakak is having her first dinner at DEMC. Pizza hut Kakak was referred to Dr Nor Aziah. Drip was given to give her energy. Dr ambil darah lagi and sample untuk further test. Dr cadangkan buat Laparoscopy. We were introduced to Dr Lukman.

We were allowed to observe the procedures..nasib baik lah saya tak de hati nak jadi doktor..tak tergamak tengok (atau mungkin sebab anak sendiri). I then choose to sit at the back and observe from far..unexpected..tak sangka condition usus kakak begitu sekali..tak pasti apa termsnya tapi keadaan di terminal ileum merah2 (end of intestine) dan few parts dalam colon kakak pun merah2..Dr Lukman ambil sample untuk tujuan biopsi..

After an hour, kakak di sorong semula ke bilik..

Malam tu kakak baru ada selera makan. Kakak request nasi lemak.

Keadaan kakak kejap ok, kejap tak ok. Dr masih kira berapa kerap kakak buang air, color apa etc..sometimes kakak nampak fed up dengan soalan2 sama oleh Dr. Peranan saya ketika itu adalah untuk pastikan ada jawapan untuk Dr setiap kali Dr datang. Dr masih cuba untuk kenalpasti kenapa hb kakak low..di mana kakak hilang darah..since kakak pernah ada rekod irregular period dan pernah di referkan ke Dr Zamri, kakak kemudiannya di rujuk ke Dr Zamri untuk pastikan kehilangan darah bukan disebabkan oleh menstruations.

Bila kakak ok, laptop saya akan di hi jack oleh kakak. Sekolah sudah bermula..kakak missed her first week at school.

Result biopsi sudah di terima. Kakak was diagnose to have ulcerative colitis(UC).Ulcerative colitis is a type of inflammatory bowel disease (IBD) that affects the lining of the large intestine (colon) and rectum.

Dr Nor Aziah then refer kakak to Dr Geeta, pakar Gastro. He is new at DEMC and previously attached at PPUM. Dr Geeta tried to gather some infos from us, unfortunately he was not satisfied with our aswers. I was quite unhappy with him at first but we were ok on his 2nd visit. After reviewing the videos, Dr Geeta said he was sure that it is not UC but is actually crohn disease. Crohn's disease is a form of inflammatory bowel disease (IBD). It usually affects the intestines, but may occur anywhere from the mouth to the end of the rectum (anus).

Apa bezanya? How my daughter got it? The exact cause of Crohn's disease is unknown, the condition is linked to a problem with the body's immune system response.
Normally, the immune system helps protect the body, but with Crohn's disease the immune system can't tell the difference between normal body tissue and foreign substances. The result is an overactive immune response that leads to chronic inflammation. This is called an autoimmune disorder.

I did ask my friends who are in medical field especially Dr KD..she is in JB but she has been so helpful in explaining terms which I don't understand..I owe you my friend.

Kakak started to get bored staying in hospital for too long. I brought some of her school books for her to read. Her friends sent emails to update her on school progress and homeworks. She is in form 3 now and going to sit for PMR in September. We have to ensure that she is in good health by that time. We hope that her condition will not affect her studies.

At first Dr Geeta wanted to start with medication but he was also not sure because of kakak is still young. She is consider as children (still at growing stage).

7January 2011

Kakak was discharge and given MC until 10th January. On that day she is supposed to come back and start her medication. I did not agree on Dr Geeta's plan and request for second opinion. Dr Geeta than referred Kakak to his ex sifu at UMSC. Kakak was referred to Prof Dr WS Lee at UMSC.

I brought Kakak to Imij Saloon for hairwash since she did not really wash her body for the past 8 days due to ongoing drip. Treat her pizza hut before going to saloon.

10th January 2011

We took kakak to UMSC to see Prof Lee. He is actually a paediatric but has a lot of experience with crohn disease. He then set appointment for kakak to go thru CT scan at PPUM.

15th January 2011

Kakak had her CT scan at PPUM. Took us half a day to settle. Unfortunately kakak is allergy to iodine contra and she has to be given medication to help her for the allergy reactions. Due to that also, she has to be under observation and given nebulizer. :(

Kakak playing with her Ipod touch while waiting for her turn


Since she was very sleepy, Dr Lee cannot take her blood. And we have to come again next week for the blood test and CT scan review.

Andai itu takdirnya - Part 2

Kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah penentu segalanya..

Alhamdulillah Ayah dah sihat, dah boleh kerja after 5 months on MC.

Alhamdulillah, dalam tempoh Ayah cuti sakit, Ayah dapat surat kenaikan pangkat. The interview went on before Ayah was diagnosed NPC. Nasib baik boss Ayah tak hold surat tu.

Staff Ayah dan kawan2 office tak jemu2 melawat di hospital. Ada yang beri supplement, air yang sudah dibacakan doa dan lain2..dan tak kurang juga yang update perkembangan office..kadang2 saya jadi secretary untuk reply sms Ayah dan tukang jawab telefon.

Kami plan, sepatutnya Abang masuk boarding school masa form 4. Abang nak MRSM, tapi Abang dapat offer Sekolah Menengah Sains Alam Shah. Abang refuse to go. Kebetulan masa tu Ayah masih admitted, mungkin Abang kesiankan Mama yang berulang alik hospital setiap hari. Siapa nak hantar Abang. Kalau Abang nak MRSM, Mama kena buat rayuan dengan MARA. Tapi bila Mama nak pergi buat rayuan kalau dah everyday pergi hospital temankan Ayah..

Sesungguhnya Allah penentu rezeki hambanya..Abang teruskan bersekolah di SMKS7. Kami sedih, tapi itu lah keputusan terbaik yang mampu kami buat pada masa itu. Ramai orang cakap, saya nampak relax, cool..dalam hati Allah Maha Mengetahui. Allah beri kekuatan, keberanian, semangat, hati yang cekal..kesihatan yang baik..

Alhamdulillah, masa sibuk2 ulang alik, tak ada demam, tak ada selsema, tak ada gastrik..I remember, only once, saya rasa macam dah demam, kepala dah panas, sampai hospital, bagi tahu nurse..boleh bagi akak ubat demam, akak rasa macam nak demam. Nurse beri paracetamol 2 biji, then I fall asleep dalam wad ayah. Nurse memahami, they switch off the light for me to get some rest.

Siapa tahu, setiap malam, when I came back home, tempat pertama saya tuju, sangkar kucing..update semua progress Ayah (can the cats understand what I was saying?)..Tolong doakan Ayah sembuh ye..Kiki, Harry, Mimi, Nina & Jerry..I never fail to chat with them every night. Some people said, cats is stress reliever, and I believe.

Setiap malam Abang akan tanya, Ma, bila Ayah keluar? Mama tak tahu..Abang diam dan masuk bilik semula..

Pernah sekali ajak Abang temankan ke hospital sebab rasa takut nak balik malam sorang, tapi bila Abang duduk wad, belum lama, Abang dah sesak nafas. Terpaksa bawa Abang ke E&A untuk nebulizer. Mungkin Abang tak tahan bau bilik Ayah yang macam ada benda terbakar..Sebenarnya kulit Ayah yang terbakar due to IMRT. Memang bau kuat tapi tah macam mana, kuasa Allah, saya boleh tahan dan not affected. Anak2 hanya datang during weekends . Kadang2 Along tolong jemput anak2 dan bawa ke hospital dan hantar balik Shah Alam.

13th January 2010 was Ayah's birthday. Ayah masih boleh bercakap tapi sudah agak lemah. Panggil semua anak2, duduk keliling Ayah atas katil dan Ayah beri amanat dan nasihat..Ayah mintak semua belajar bersungguh2 dan jadi anak soleh dan solehah sebagai hadiah harijadi Ayah..sesekali Ayah minta Abang bacakan surah Al Mulk untuk Ayah.

Ada hikmah disebalik apa yang berlaku..anak2 jadi lebih bertanggungjawab dan berdikari. Oleh kerana kami terima ramai tetamu terutama during weekends, kakak dan Adik banyak membantu. Kadang2 Abang jadi peneman untuk saya ke sana sini.

Letih tapi masih belum sampai tahap give up. Cuma sesekali give up dengan perangai sesetengah orang yang tak faham2.

Whatever it is, kami bersyukur, dalam keadaan macam ni, ramai yang tolong doakan. Setiap kali kunjungan jemaah surau, doa di bacakan. Surau juga kerap buat solat hajat.

Paling tak boleh lupa, doa Ustaz Fairuz masa Ayah di wad..masa tu ramai betul jemaah surau ziarah Ayah di wad selepas kuliah subuh. Masing2 dengan jubah dan kain pelikat. Kami tak dapat tahan air mata yang mencurah2.

Alhamdulillah berkat doa ustaz, ahli keluarga dan kawan2, Ayah dah boleh cakap dan dah boleh minum. Masa tu apa saja air yang Ayah sebut, saya cuba cari. Ingat Dr Kamal cakap, eat to survive not for pleasure. Sebenarnya masa ni, Ayah amalkan minum air zam2. Tah berapa banyak yang kami beli, dah tak ingat. At one time, kami habis stok, went to a shop yang ada jual air zam2 dan saya borong semua..sampai penjual tanya, akak nak buat mandi ke...isshhh..buat minum la..

Syukur kerana segala belanja perubatan Ayah ditanggung 100% oleh company.

surgery & biopsy di SMC - RM11 k
IMRT SJMC - RM34k
chemotherapy SJMC- > RM1k/per visit depends on keperluan pd masa itu times 7
admitted selama 20 hari di SJMC- RM33k

Ini tidak termasuk kos untuk follow up di SJMC dengan Oncologist dan ENT.

Syukur atas nikmat Allah dan rezeki yang Allah berikan kepada kami.

Andai itu takdirnya - Part 1

It has been a year plus...still fresh in our memory..I have been trying very hard to gather my strength to put this in writing..


9/11/2009

Hubby keep on complaining discomfort in his ear. It started from his trip to Penang. The pressure just did not go off. He went to clinics. macam2 diagnose. ada yang suggest to do hearing test. Hubby then request for referral to ENT. First visit to Dr Azim, he was given drops. Due to his hectic schedule, hubby keep on delaying the follow up visit. Our Raya this year was the worst ever..Hubby spent most of the time sleeping. Masa tu bengang, plus MIL buat perangai pelik(oppss..off record). After raya, hubby went to see Dr Azim again. I was at the office when he called. Kena admit sebab esok Dr nak buat biopsy..I was shocked..kenapa pergi hospital tak bagi tahu..Hari ni free, boss pun tak ada, so he just went out and jumpa Dr Azim. I then said, wait there, I will see you at SMC. Hubby said no need because he is going back home and back to hospital after maghrib

10/11/2009

Next morning, the minor surgery went on with me alone waiting for him outside the OT reciting surah Yaasin..I just don't feel right but still keep on doa no bad news. Dr said can discharge esok and result another one week.

11/11/2009

Hubby was discharged

Photo : Hubby still busy with his phone.
18/11/2009

A week later, I was at IKEA busy shopping for TM's family day prizes when hubby called.

Hubby : Ada kat mana?
Me : Kat luar beli hadiah family day (nak sebut IKEA malu sebab nanti dia ingat saya memonteng) . Nape?
Hubby : Dah dapat result biopsy. Dr cakap confirm cancer (rasa macam kena panah petir masa tu but I tried to be cool). Nak mintak check something. Nanti dah sampai office call la..
Me : ok insyaallah

Rasa macam nak pitam, but I tried to control myself..cuba cari kerusi/bench tapi tak nampak. Bila dah jumpa bench, duduk and think think think..dah tak ada mood..Bila Wan tanya pendapat, I cannot response..dah lost

Settle beli barang at IKEA, we had lunch and went to surau to perform solat zohor. Then the moment dahi sujud ke lantai, secara automatik I cried..Ya Allah..beri lah aku kekuatan..show me the best way for me to handle the situation..Ya Allah..I cry, cry and cry
On the way back, singgah lagi kedai..hubby called again..

Hubby : dah sampai office
me : belum
Hubby : Dr dah referkan ke SJMC kena pergi esok
Me : ok..nanti balik kita discuss

Reach my office, terus gi surau untuk solat Asar..there I go..cry cry and cry..nak keluar sangat, keluar laa..nanti balik rumah, jangan berani nak keluarkan air mata depan husband

Ya Allah..please give me strength

On the way back, singgah rumah Kak Faridah untuk hantar cup cake. dah janji nak bagi cup cake untuk pernikahan Nurul..Kak, esok kalau sempat saya datang ye sebab saya ada hal

Balik rumah, hubby dah siap mandi dan berbaju melayu dah ready nak pergi surau macam biasa..tapi dok mengadap laptop..Allah..he looked so cool..

Hubby : dah google ni terms yang Dr bagi..tengok laa
Me : (gigil-gigil tapi control and tengok baca- baca)
Hubby : esok pergi SJMC..nasib baik dapat refer SJMC..kalau kena pergi Damansara Specialist, jauhnya..
Me : Nanti malam ni mama cuba search lagi info (sambil ambik kertas yang Dr tulis)

I regret..I was not with him when Dr broke the news..I regret this I regret that.. Allah..ampunkan dosa2 ku Ya Allah

After solat maghrib, solat sunat, solat taubat, solat hajat..doa doa doa doa..

Call Along, to inform him..mujur tak meraung..Along terkejut but can still remain calm..Tak pe esok Along datang rumah petang2 sebab kebetulan Along ada kerja somewhere in Glenmarie..hu hu..sayang Along..walaupun kami nampak not that close, he is actually a very caring brother..berbaloi ada abang sorang

Call Sahrom, request to reschedule our Unifi installation. Manage to nego time instead of pagi, change to 2pm..

Hari ni, nothing much nak cakap..banyak cakap dalam hati..just update husband about the unifi installation. Since this is for trial purposes and we already commit to our company, kena teruskan jugak..

19/11/2009

Hari ni result UPSR akan keluar. Ikut jadual, they will anounce the result at 12 noon.

We went to SJMC to see Dr Kamal , Oncologist at Cancer Centre SJMC. Dr Kamal is a very simple person and straight forward.I hope I can make it to be with Adik when she got her result.
Macam2 question from him, this that this that..last sekali, bila husband cakap, I was diagnosed to have Nasopharynx Cancer, Dr Kamal terus cakap, ok whats next..

He brief us what are the next step of action...You have to go thru 35 times IMRT everyday except on weekends, and chemo 7 times on every thursday. Dr Kamal asked, do you want to go thru the treatment? Hubby jawab ' ye'.. ok..isi borang sign sini..I watched my husband signed the form with shivering hands, i feel like my chest is going to explode. We have made our own decision without consulting anyone..except Dr Kamal

Dr Kamal said

Ok..we need to do 3 things :
1. Bone scan
2. CT scan
3. MRI

Are you free right now?

Me : Dr, before that, nak tanya, we actually have paid to go to Korea..can we go or not advisable to go?

Dr : bila tu?

Me : Esok

Dr : boleh pergi..tak ada apa...come and see me when you are back from Korea

Me : Hari ni kitorang free Dr..buat dulu yang mana boleh

Dr and his nurse checked the schedule .

Dr : we can do immediately the bone scan. And he explained the process..what time is your flight tomorrow?

Me : 12 malam..lepas maghrib dah kena pergi airport

Dr : Can we do the MRI esok pukul 2?

Hubby : boleh Dr

Dr : when will you be back here?

Me : Rabu next week Dr

Dr : okay..come back on thursday, will do the CT scan and in the afternoon, go to RT centre and they will brief you there..kena buat mask for the IMRT..(even though rasa macam tak berapa faham, but I tried to make myself understand..angguk je lah)

Hubby was called to go in for the bone scan..I waited outside..then hubby keluar

Me : dah siap ke?
Hubby : belum..baru masuk ubat. kena tunggu one hour then baru boleh buat scan. Balik dulu lah pergi sekolah tengokkan adik
Me : ok

On my way back from Subang Jaya, pecut kereta kelisa dengan kepala yang berserabut..sms masuk..Ma..adik dapat 5A..Ya Allah..tak sempat nak sampai sekolah..they were way ahead from schedule..nak marah pun ada..air mata tetap keluar dengan laju

Phone rings, mak pulak call..Nurul macam mana? Adik dapat 5A..mak menangis2..kenapa nangis? Aus dapat 4A 1B, Liyana dapat 5A..Alhamdulillah syukur..mak jangan lah nangis..tak tahu ke what I have gone thru for the past 2 days?

Sampai sekolah, ramai dah balik, terus cari Adik..Adik peluk kuat2 and cried ..Ya Allah..beri lah aku semangat dan kekuatan..

The teachers congratulate me..Alhamdulillah..anak2 Puan semuanya dapat 5A..I smiled..Alhamdulillah..dalam hati Allah sahaja yang tahu

Jom adik kita balik. I passed by Surau, tengok ramai orang..baru teringat, ooh anak Kak Faridah nikah. I stopped by, cari Kak Faridah,

Me : kak minta maaf saya baru sampai..
Kak Faridah : tak pe Nor..jom makan..mana yang lain..
Me : Saya dengan Adik je kak..baru ambik dia dari sekolah

Kami makan untuk ambil hati..Duduk dengan Kak Zu (Kak Zu bekas exec hubby)..don't know why, maybe sebab rasa dah nak pecah dada, I told Kak Zu the news sambil keluar air mata..tapi Kak Zu tolong jangan bagi tahu orang ye. Kak Zu cakap, tak pe nanti Kak Zu bagi tahu Haji, bisik2 mintak buat solat hajat kat surau..

Sampai rumah, belum apa2 , the door bell..ting tong..ohh team unifi dah sampai..

They brief me what they want to do, discuss and I more or less agreed, signed the form and they start their work. After solat, I excused myself sebab nak pergi jemput hubby at SJMC.

Pecut lagi kelisa to Subang Jaya. Hubby called when I was just right infront of SJMC

Hubby : kat mana
Me : baru sampai
Hubby : tak payah parking..dah siap
Me : ok..ada kat depan

Kami balik ke Shah Alam.

Hubby : nak tukar duit Korea berapa?
Me : hah? oh ye..ikut la berapa pun

We stopped by at Plaza Masalam Seksyen 9, tukar duit, then ke rojak Karim, beli rojak untuk team Unifi kat rumah

We reached home..ohh..what a mess..lecehnya pasang unifi..they are still experimenting this and that..dah nama pun trial..proud to be one of the early user of Unifi..20M pulak tu

Along datang, brief him on the treatment and schedule..I know Along nak bagi moral support

Along : esok petang Along pergi SJMC..
Me : tak payah la Long..Rashid nak buat MRI je
Along : Along nak tahu tempat, lepas ni senang nak pergi
Me : ok

The unifi installation completed at 9pm..there was some technical problem here and there..rasa macam nak suruh balik..tahu tak kepala saya ni serabut..

Lucky I have done with the packing during the weekend, so tak de lah kelamkabut sangat..malam tu check temperature Seoul..ohh..I have to re do the packing..temperature expected to be below 2 degrees..That night, I went downstairs and saw Abang was watching TV..

Me : Abang..mama nak bagi tahu Abang ni
Abang : ??
Me : Ayah ada cancer
Abang : ??speechless
I hugged him..Abang lah kekuatan mama..
Me : I only share this with you..don't tell kakak and adik tau
Abang angguk..Don't worry..Ayah will go thru the treatment, insyaallah mama yakin ayah akan sembuh

20/11/2009

Kebetulan ada meeting di HQ, so pergi HQ with husband. Lunch time kami terus ke Subang Jaya, hubby solat Jumaat di masjid opposite Subang Parade, while I stay in the car..habis solat, we rushed to SJMC sebab appointment MRI at 2pm. Lama juga tunggu, Hubby dipanggil masuk dalam..resah, I have not performed my solat zohor..macam mana nak bawa 2 laptop ni..tiba2 Along call, guide him to radiologist area..Along tanya itu ini..hu hu..jangan tanya banyak2..Along tolong jaga laptop, saya nak pegi solat..lega..Along had come to the rescue

While waiting for hubby, I called the children to take their dinner, get themselves ready. Lucky budak2 ni dah besar dan tahu urus diri sendiri. We reached home around 6pm, makan2 mandi and siap2..dah janji cab datang lepas maghrib.

Off we go to KLIA and to Seoul..Hubby nampak cool but only Allah knows whats in his mind..

25/11/2009

We are back..Abang had a swollen ankle masa balik dari Seoul..Adik had an accident in the bathroom...sink pecah and her feet was bleeding..have to rushed her to emergency..lucky luka tak dalam..
Came back from DEMC, Abang complaint his painful ankle..he can hardly walk..Ya Allah..jangan Engkau duga aku hingga aku tak sanggup untuk memikulnya Ya Allah..

Pesan Abang, call mama kalau sakit sangat,,should have bring him together with Adik..Abang called at 4am, Mama, Abang tak boleh jalan..again rushed to emergency at DEMC..kena jab..Dr suspect gout..ada ke patut

26/11/2009

Went to SJMC for CT scan..settle CT scan, ada appointment with radiologist untuk buat mask for the IMRT. Then we were briefed on the process this and that..Encik kena kuat semangat..Puan kena beri support..kami angguk angguk dan angguk..

Balik rumah dah lewat petang..letihnya Ya Allah..beri lah aku kekuatan..

Selesai solat maghrib, I can't help myself..I cry cry and cry..called the children..

Mama nak bagi tahu ni..Ayah ada cancer..Ayah akan start treatment lepas raya Haji..Abang tenang sebab Abang dah tahu...Kakak menangis bagai nak rak..Adik relax je.,

I have to calm down kakak..Kakak memang rapat dengan Ayah..mungkin terkejut..Adik kenapa adik nampak macam tak terkejut pun..Adik dah tahu..Adik dah dengar Mama dan Ayah cakap masa kat tempat Ginseng kat Korea..Ya Allah..so masa tu macam mana lah perasaan Adik..she did not say a word..tak tanya apa2..

Yuli jengah bilik,

Yuli :kak esok Raya ni nak masak apa?
Me :oh esok raya haji ke? Yuli masak lah apa2 Yuli..Akak tak boleh nak fikir dah ni..
Yuli : Yuli masak ...bla bla bla
Me : apa2 je lah
Yuli : Sabar kak..banyak2 doa ..biar Yuli buat semua

27/11/2009

Kami tak rasa hari ni Hari Raya kalau tak ada solat Aidil Adha

Selesai solat raya, me and hubby sibuk siapkan performance appraisal..

Kami patut balik kampung hari ni tapi belum packing.

Me : Ayah, nak balik tidor melaka atau tidor rumah Kak Nor (ada kenduri kawin)
Ayah : kita tidor melaka, esok tu baru pergi rumah Kak Nor
Me : ok

Kami balik melaka selepas asar..mak dah tahu..Along yang jadi penyampainya sebab saya tak sanggup nak beritahu..takut emosi terlebih..Angah dan Eda dah call to give moral support

Kami attend the wedding with half hearted..I know ada yang tak suka kami ke Korea sebab kononnya dah tahu sakit kenapa pergi jugak..Please don't say anything kalau tak tahu apa2..tak kena kat diri sendiri tak tahu

2/12/2009

bermula lah era saya menjadi choc fudge di office sebab menemankan hubby ke hospital..I have informed my immediate boss..alhamdulillah boss faham..

Today is hubby's first IMRT treatment..ada 34 kali lagi..camana ye?

3/12/2009

His first chemo..I took leave on every thursday sebab expected chemo will take longer time plus kena buat IMRT pulak lepas tu..

When the news spread, friends start calling, sms and email..maaf kalau kami tak dapat nak layan sebaiknya dengan semua pertanyaan..kadang2 saya emo sebab saya rasa soalan tak munasabah untuk saya jawab..memadai lah dengan doa dan fikirkan yang baik dan positive.

At this time baru saya faham adab2 menziarah orang sakit..Masa ni la bermulanya segala2nya kena buat sendiri..alone without hubby..pasar, beli baju sekolah , itu ini..without hubby

7/12/2009

Abang ada Ujian Kelayakan Kemasukan MRSM at Kolej Mara Seremban. After hubby's IMRT, we went straight to Seremban...Sampai KMS, kami rehat di surau, then left hubby to rest at surau, I took Abang to the academic building..Ayah started to vommit..masa ni rasa menyesal pun ada ..tak tahu apa yang dikesalkan..I have to drive back to Shah Alam dengan tak tahu jalan..main redah je..

24/12/2009

Result PMR keluar..lepas uruskan hubby for chemo treatment, I left him at the hospital and back to Shah Alam..pergi sekolah tunggu announce result..lambatnya..selesai dapat result, rushed back to SJMC..masa tu Ayah baru habis chemo..then tunggu for IMRT..

14/1/2010 - Hubby on his last day of chemo . His face was excessively burnt due to IMRT. He started losing weight from first week of treatment.

The drug - cisplatin

His condition is getting worse after the last chemo. He cannot even talk. He cannot drink what more nak makan. He has been taking nesvita, milk and mashed potato for the passed few weeks. yang tukang prepare ni pun dah tak lalu nak tengok

18/1/2010

We went to see Dr Kamal, hubby actually dah nak surrender..tak sanggup..Dr kata boleh stop dulu and sambung bila dah ok..masa tu ada about 5 times IMRT..Dr kata tak boleh stop terus..we then decide, proceed the treatment but Dr kena tolong sebab hubby dah tak ada energy..nak minum pun tak boleh nak cakap pun tak boleh....Dr Kamal cakap, okay u come 2 hours earlier, before buat IMRT, I bagi u drip..ok we agreed. He immediately arrange with day care. While we were at the Day Care Centre, I looked at my husband and said, why not request Dr to admit you, I believe he can help more and saya pun tak susah hati takut apa2 jadi..hubby agreed..

I went out to look for Dr Kamal, told him and he agreed..its better if your husband stays here. Then I can give him nutriflex thru IV. Dr called the nurse, asked them to arrange for a room.

Again, me called Along to inform..Along cakap, jangan pergi mana2 stay there..Along datang. Kalau nak balik Shah Alam pun tunggu Along..

While waiting for the drip to complete, dah dapat bilik, Along pun dah sampai..uruskan hubby masuk bilik dulu. Along tolong alihkan kereta kami, then Along hantar saya balik Shah Alam to pack a few items for hubby. Then he sent me back to SJMC. Kesian Along, came all the way from Ampang..untuk adik dia..every day Along, Angah , Eda dan Mak akan call bertanyalan kabar..at least sms. I was not left alone to handle the situation..I might be strong outside but fragile inside. I need moral support not finding fault or to be blame. Semuanya dari Allah, bukan kami yang minta.

Malam ni overnite hospital. Next morning Abang call..macam mana Abang nak pergi sekolah..hujan lebat..Abang tunggu lah hujan teduh baru pergi..then we decide, i don't have to accompany him overnite. I visited my hubby everyday and went back home at 10pm..only stays oevernite during weekend

Hubby was given a pain killer, anti biotic and drip continously for 2 days before they insert the tube for IV. Dr Kamal informed that nutriflex will cost about RM1k per day..is it ok? tak pe Dr..as long as it can help my husband..at this point of time, I have to make a lot of decision..husband ikut je..he was given nutriflex for 18hours and followed by drip for 6 hours..the routine continues for 2 weeks..I spent most of the time at the hospital..work from hospital..

Dr have to change antibiotics 3 times because the first 2 did not work for my my hubby. After 2weeks, hubby has shown improvement. He can drink water and can talk..Dr stopped the drip..at least hubby is free from drip for 6 hours every day. But still continue with Nutriflex.

18/1 - 6/2/2010 - Admitted

6/2/2010 - Discharge day

Its time to take off the IV
This is the tube(IV)

Alhamdulillah..We managed to go thru the treatment process..Banyak dugaan that we have to go thru..Thank you Allah atas semangat dan kekuatan yang diberikan..

Thank you to my boss for the understanding. my assistant for covering me.thank you to Arlin, Ina Mus and Mas for visiting me every week to cheer me up. And Pyl, Ayu, Ilah and Yati for visiting.

Kawan2 office yang visit dan yang membantu tak kira apa juga bantuan..Not forgetting SJMC staff especially Cancer centre staff..you all are the best

Old friends from Kuantan, came all the way to visit..I am touched..

Hubby lost 17kg after the treatment. Have to go for monthly follow up. After 2 months, did the MRI and the results shows that the cancer cells are gone..alhamdulillah..Hubby will be under close monitoring for 3 years..He is gaining weight and recovering from the side effect..Alhamdulillah

Happy birthday Abang

12th June 2011

Happy birthday Abang..sorry Mama lambat post dalam blog..better late than never eh..

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan mendapat keberkatan dari Allah swt dunia & akhirat

Semoga menjadi anak yang soleh dan insan cemerlang dunia dan akhirat

Happy birthday Kakak

Happy birthday to Kakak

Though this entry is posted a bit late, but it doesn't mean I forgot about it. Was trying to upload using Galaxy Tab but ada masalah teknikal pulak..he he

Semoga Kakak panjang umur, murah rezeki dan diberkati Allah swt

Semoga menjadi anak yg solehah

Semoga menjadi insan yang cemerlang dunia & akhirat

Kakak is onboard Saudi Airlines , Riyadh - Jeddah

Happy Birthday Adik

28th April 2011

Happy Birthday Adik

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan diberkati Allah swt

Semoga menjadi anak yg solehah

Semoga menjadi insan yang cemerlang dunia & akhirat

Amiinn

Adik @ Dataran Kaabah
Adik @ Arafah

Lambaian Kaabah

لَبَّيْكَ اللَّهُمَّ لَبَّيْكَ، لاَ شَرِيْكَ لَكَ لَبَّيْكَ، إِنَّ الْحَمْدَ وَالنِّعْمَةَ لَكَ وَالْمُلْكَ لاَشَرِيْكَ لَكَ


Labbaika Allahomma Labbaik. Labbaik La Shareeka Laka Labbaik. Innal-Hamdah, Wan-Nematah, Laka wal Mulk, La Shareeka Laka.

Alhamdulillah..akhirnya hajat kami untuk menunaikan umrah sekeluarga tercapai..

Semoga Allah permudahkan perjalanan kami dan segala urusan kami..Amiin