World of Kittens - Share the sorrow

Don't know why, this week sahaja ada saja story about cats death..first Emma's cat, then Ilah's cat..I feel so sad..teringat betapa sedihnya kami masa Binbin mati..in fact until today, kalau balik malam, I just cannot look at the place where we saw him lying dead..

And today, again, never expect my kitten will be found dead in the drain..terasa betapa carelessnya saya..dah banyak kali pesan pada Yuli, do not let the kittens play at the backlane without supervision..they are too small..nanti jatuh longkang..and my worries already turns into reality...I know its already fated..after I wrote the entry about Becky's death, I feel like want to jenguk the others..I cleaned their litter box and add some food into their bowls..talked to them..everybody looks so quiet..not excited as always..so unusual..so strange..

I took Kiki out..hold her and hug her..she just meow softly..poor Kiki..I know you are very close to Becky..I know she is your baby..U fed her everyday..

She still breast feed Becky..even tho Becky's appearance is totally different with Kiki, but she inherit almost 90% Kiki's caharacter..especially the way she sleep..she likes to bite my fingers whenever I hold her..I always lift her front leg to show her white fur..Becky..u are not 100% black..see u got white fur under your arm pit..he he..her fur as smooth as velvet..Adik always give that remark..Mama..Adik suka bulu Becky..lembut sangat..hmmm..I agree with you

Jimmy and Nelly share the same cage with Nelly..they just lie down and not active at all..Jimmy put her head on my finger when I touch him...I took Jimmy out and hold him..he just look straight into my eyes..uhh..Jimmy..I know u missed Becky already..but what can we do..Allah loves her more..there must be blessing in disguise..we never know..

Mimi, Nina, Jerry, Harry and Kiki just stare at me without a single sound..alright guys...I better go or I might end up burst into tears with that kind of look..I switch off the light, wish them good nite, assalamualaikum and closed the door..

Kakak came..Mama, kesian Kiki..dia rapat sangat dengan Becky..selalu main kejar2 ...hmmm..